I’m so confused that my mind is thinking so hard, that I can feel
it shaking.
How can I explain my feelings without people taking it the wrong
way? How can I control my emotions without cracking? I don’t know what
else to say, but I’m sorry for every mistake I’ve made—some you know about,
some you don’t. Either way, I’m sorry.
I’ve made a lot of promises and broke them too. What else can I
say without feeling blue? All my friends are leaving. All of them gone. I
feel there’s nothing else to do, but to do wrong. I’m so confused, people
are dying, babies are crying. We must stop all the violence before it takes
control of us.
I feel left out and lonesome like I’m home alone. I feel head
strong and I’m treating people wrong. Because they treat me wrong and think
I won’t do anything. But that’s just it, I don’t do anything ‘cause, I
don’t want to start anything. So how many times am I going to let people do
this and not stop them? I’m so confused. What should I do? Should I even
bother to care or should I give up now? What can my heart tell people
before it gets too strong or too hurtful. I’m afraid but at the same time
I’m worried seeing people turn into something horrible…someone who is not
the person I first met…a person deceitful to my eyes. A person so absorbed
by people’s evil ways.